Tuesday, January 8, 2008

i'm coming home

I have been told many times since I have been here that missionaries have to be flexible. I have experienced this several times, and am now faced with it once more. Due to visa issues and crazy travel times, I am now planning on returning, Lord willing, Jan. 11th. There definitely is a lot to do until then. Finishing up some things here, saying good-byes, packing and all those last minute things. It is going to be a very busy and somewhat hard week.

I feel as if God is continually placing me in situations and circumstances to strengthen my faith in His goodness, love, and guidance. Teaching me what it means to trust in Him, His sovereignty and His grace alone. It is difficult to leave. It has been a wonderful time here. I have formed many relationships, had opportunities to serve and help others, and have learned so much about life, myself, ministry, who God is and His amazing love. I feel a bit confused myself about why now and what next, but God, in His lovingkindness gently reminds me that I do not need to know the next steps. But that He will give the strength and faith to press on in the light that He gives me for each day.

I am so very thankful for all that God is doing to bring Himself glory. May I be faithful to follow His leading in the next days, weeks, and years to come.